Last day na ng exams bukas. So happy! Hahaha! Natandaan niyo ba yung sinabi kong babawi ako? Well, i’m not breaking my promise. I am just procrastinating, okay? Okay. Natatandaan ko pa yung times na tinatamad pa ako makinig sa Science tapos pupunta ako sa classmate ko na nakaupo sa likod, hihiramin cellphone niya habang nakaindian sit sa likod niya para hindi kita tapos magbabasa ng wattpad. Pakunwari pa akong kukuha ng something sa locker nun eh. Natatandaan ko din nung binato ko ng papel yung Science teacher ko. Hindi ko alam kung baket pero binato ko. Buti, nakatalikod siya tapos hindi umabot sa kanya. Okay guys, may pros ang palangya langya. Ngayon naman, hindi naman pala masyado masama yung grades ko. Hindi running for honor kasi kulang ng isang point, pero masaya na ako. Kailagan ko na din kunin yung card ko. Huhuhu. Hindi ko pa rin nakukuha. Bwiset! Papakuha ko nga bukas. Wahahaha. Pahihirapan ko yung tatay ko. Ano pa bang pwede ikwento sa inyo? Ayy, may bago nga palang album si Beyonce plus Jay Z. Masaya ako sa bagong kanta, hindi sa partnership. Puro may rap kasi ngayon ang mga kanta. Oh well, balon. Sana makaisip sila ng makabuluhang way para maayos ito at mabago. Sana bumenta ulit ng malakas. Hihihihi. Byeee. Kailangan ko na palang magreview. JOKE!

"Sometimes, you need to walk your way out with grace"

Back to being lost

Pushing yourself does not mean that you would get what you want. Doing group works by myself does not do anything good to me. It just make my hair gray. I have this wish to claim an honor. Not really as in the first because that is what i am always saying to my friends. I am kidding. This week, i was really looking forward to the top list because i have a great feeling that i would be included. Our adviser announced that 4 persons are really doing great. 2 girls and 2 boys. I really concluded that i am there. It was confidential because our card giving is this saturday. Later that day, i found out that i was not in the big 4. I really freaked out. All those stressfull days doing my best are gone to waste. It just really confused the hell out of me. I was really sad that moment. Unfortunately, our next subject is Math and we have a quiz. Since i feel down, i gained a score of 6 out of 25 and earned the title as the lowest. I was also shocked of what is happening to me. I turned to my bestfriend at my back to tell her that we need to talk. Since she knows me very well, she already knew what i was going to say and just told me something:
Life is like temple run. We need to get coins to earn money but as time goes by, speed gains. Making us not collect all the coins.
I really laughed at that corny statement. Later that time, i should learn to accept all the things, breathing it vigorously and exhaling it as if we don’t need it. This day, we had a quiz in Trigonometry and i really studied. I think i have a highscore. So as i type this, i remember what my friend told me. She said to not push myself to hard. And now, i am ready to accept my low grades and be my inspiration for the summative exam next week!

I really want to do all my to do’s now, but I just want to watch frozen and explore the online world.

"You can’t marry a man you just met"
- Queen Elsa

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No one notices I’m breaking inside. At least, even if they notice, they wouldn’t care. Akala ko mas sasaya ako kapag madami na akong nakilala. Madami akong friends. Pero wala pa rin akong ganap na masabihan ng storya ng buhay ko. Yung parang sasabihin mo na galit ka kasi pangit siya. Walang ba…

Haha. Sabi ko na nga ba makikita mo to eh :(. Huhuhu. Wala lang itech. Wala lang talaga ako masabihan ng little things

Siguro yung pinakamasayang araw sa buhay ko ay yung birthday ko. Hindi ko sure. Wala pa ata eh. I don’t really pay attention to that stuff. Pero gusto ko ng isang “happiest moment”. In time…